Subliminal

I started reading Subliminal by Leonard Mlodinow tonight and I can already feel myself getting weird because of it. Something about having the unconscious mind and the ways in which it changes your behavior explained seems really cool....at first.

I am thirty pages in and I am already second guessing the reasons for every choice I have ever made and how aspects of my life and environment helped in making these choices.

By the time I finish this book I imagine I am not going to be able to make any decisions with out someone forcing me because I will be sitting there with a note pad taking my temperature, measuring my hair and reading the lyrics to the last ten songs I listened to just to see if any of these things played a part in weather I choose to eat swiss or cheddar cheese.

I already over analyze myself and worry far too much about everything to be reading a book that is just going to make it worse.

Whatever, so far it is very interesting.

Just promise me that in a few weeks when I have retreated to a fall out shelter...or a bubble that someone will come visit and make sure I am not chain smoking in a confined space. I doubt I will have given any thought to installing any sort of ventilation system.

WHAT DOES IT MEAN?!